SO FUCKING HARD TO FIND

There’s a certain special lady whose loving kindness saves me and buffers me

From the bleak reality that otherwise is my life, which is always in strife

The way she treats me drives my heart crazy, and helps to spare me from suffering

So grateful for her decency and generosity, it’s helped to revive my faith in humanity

What we have between us is immutable, provides strength in a world so insufferable

Our connection transcends the passing sands of time, yes, it shall always stand

No matter which direction our lives may well take, that much is indisputable

We both pretty much hate most of humanity and prefer the company of animals

What we have goes beyond the physical and into other higher realms

The emotional and spiritual ones, no longer are we empty like discarded sea shells

I fell for her, just as I was falling from grace in the eyes of those around me

If not for her in my reality, my life would be a complete and utter misery

She is always on my mind, for someone like her is so fucking hard to find

Even if I run out of time, she will forever be etched into the forefront of my mind

When I first met her, she told me that others had hurt her in the past and badly too

I could relate to her pain and told her such treatment was fucked up, just like angry youth

Since I’ve fallen for her, I’ve done whatever I can to help make her understand

That I would never do anything to intentionally harm her in any way, shape or form

Tried my best to convince her that things between us will depart from established norms

Things would be different from on, no longer would she be caught in the eye of a storm

She probably had a hard time believing that when I was generous towards her

That I wasn’t just in it just so I could get inside her pussy, but another way to enter

In due time, I managed to get across a different message and eventually win her over

She later told me that she knew I was special when she realised I wasn’t like all of the others

I fell for her, just as I was falling from grace in the eyes of those around me

If not for her in my reality, my life would be a complete and utter misery

She is always on my mind, for someone like her is so fucking hard to find

Even if I run out of time, she will forever be etched into the forefront of my mind

It really came as a surprise to me that she knew of Mac Miller through her older brother

In good time, we both realised that we weren’t out to simply use one another

For whatever one could provide the other with, the usual stuff: sex, drugs or money

We both shared a common enemy: disgust at the misery brought about by humanity

It was clear from the start that she wasn’t like all of the other girls out there

I could leave my drugs and coin laying around and she wouldn’t touch it: now, that’s rare

All those scoundrels out there who have ever fucked with either of us had better beware

I’m so glad now that I took it slow with her and didn’t push things or rush it up the stairs

While time waits for no one, it waited for the two us and granted us this opportunity

To make hay while the sun still shines, to care deeply for each other and to be happy

I fell for her, just as I was falling from grace in the eyes of those around me

If not for her in my reality, my life would be a complete and utter misery

She is always on my mind, for someone like her is so fucking hard to find

Even if I run out of time, she will forever be etched into the forefront of my mind