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i am the dissident poetician...i tear down fences with sardonic sardines and metaphysical cucumbers

Thursday, June 22, 2017

TWIN SOULS NEVER FULLY SEPARATE

Two souls torn apart after an uncomfortable start
I’m left here devastated trying hard to pick up the pieces
And hold on to at least some semblance of sanity
You meant more than the entire universe to me
But without you here by my side, everything seems harder
As I remain caught up in a war inside my weary head
Nothing seems right, but memories pull me through
To the other side of the abyssal hole inside of my heart
Shown now to be as fragile as a crystal glass bird
It was shattered into the fragments of a million pieces
The fire that burnt inside it will never die out though
It will shine a light for you: then, now and forever after
A soul mate comes along maybe once in a lifetime
And I hope now doubt that’s exactly what you were
That’s why I will keep searching for a way to get back there
The place where we’re not only meeting in dreamland
I hold out hope that we will one day hold each other again
It’s the only thing that keeps me going in this lonely life
I just know that I will find my darling again before I'm spent
I will move heaven and earth and not rest until I finally do

Wednesday, June 21, 2017

OUTSIDE BLOWING BUBBLES: ONE VERSE

Come and take a trip inside the outsider’s mentality
Watch me as I sit in a ditch to avoid reality
Somehow the shoe fits just right in a twisted fantasy
I lay down big hits on my despicable enemies
Different day, same shit, more and more of the same trouble
Blood inside syringe, as cracks appear I blow bubbles
From cheap detergent, call me the crazy insurgent
Yet more accidents done on purpose, no consequence
Stupid government keeps on punishing addiction
Numb skull president, his views no longer relevant

AFTER ALL IS SAID AND DONE

Nothing left to say
Gone down the wrong way
Everything under the sun
Change your ways today
Or chase away all the fun
Keep the wolves at bay
You've had an extended run
Fall down in dismay
Your time has finally come

Confusion sweeping over
As you do it to yourself
The end is coming closer
To losing all of your wealth
Refusal to stay sober
Destruction of good health
Not over til it's over
Go places you've never delved

Escape from the rays
Beaming down over you
Don't go old and grey
Doing the things you do
Don't you feel betrayed
By the girl's latest moves
Signals on delay
Won't be of much use
Still the same remains

UP TOWN VS DOWN TOWN

Set the cat among the pigeons
She’s one creature on a mission
Got one hell of a grand vision
Not waiting here for permission
Just have to make a decision
Despite her utmost insistence
Start to build up resistence
Set God's path for revision

No one cares much for compassion
It’s going out of fashion
Like the smack you be stashing
This doesn’t need rehashing
Go down before you rise forth
Up town when the tides come
No future for crack whores
We’ve all been there before

Make it back to the start
Before she broke my heart
Now all I’ve got is art
To show for all my smarts
Will you take me back there
When I wasn’t aware
How much the pain can tear
Falling down crooked stairs

SOLD AND ROLLED

Mold the image that’s been sold to the highest bidders
Told a story icy cold from the cashed up winners
Rolled once again, same new old soul destroying tactics
Bold words spit forth from footholds so deep in concrete
Worlds collide, a string of pearls to shoot and kill for
Swallow my pride, the king awaits his loot and bills more
Into this night he spreads misery through hell’s doors
Pitiful plight, he’s dead and so hungry and red raw
Never did fight back, head so weary, drew short straws
Nothing left intact, said he’s sorry on the floor

It’s all laid out on a smorgasbord
They’re all paid to stab him with a sword
Demons slain to catch him out of place
Constant pain shall match his sorry face

See the wreckage brought about by idle hands sinning
The full damage was apparent from the beginning
Dump the baggage holding you back from full potential
It’s the package straight from the heart that shines real crucial
You make amends when you stop pretending it’s OK
To build a fence when you’re interacting at coal face
Things may get tense if you don’t change your wicked ways
Body for rent as you get caught up in a blaze
Still quite incensed, as much as you’ve been for six days
Time to relent, stop running around in that maze

Don't bow down to the dark overlord
He's got you tripping over cords
Mental patient mentality
Is your mind's new discovery

Thursday, March 16, 2017

THE TRUMAN SHOW HAS GOT TO GO BEFORE THINGS START TO BLOW UP


Wolves once disguised as sheep
Now in wolve's clothing
All pretense now stripped
I can feel their leering eyeballs
Pointed at the small of my back
But the knives are blunted off
As if by grand design or providence
There are psychic channels to feed
And manufactured truths waiting for mass consumption
Contestants to be be voted out
When survival is paramount for a free ride
Courtesy of a woman trapped inside the Truman Show
And the show must go on forever
As there are deep pockets to line
And somebody's heart is pulled apart
So piece by little piece of the child inside dies
He has a pure heart and been truthful for far too long now
Must learn to lie to protect himself from the others
Whose lies have derailed him from his purpose
Of revolution and universal spiritual growth
Been an infant laughing stock for over three long decades
Sold as novelty in a long line of washed up products
Without the slightest hint of a disclosure statement
And ethics were out the windows at the show's premiere
But god and his minders had better watch out
The once helpless, cute little puppy is evolving
And he has set his sights for the jugular
So he's not stopping until he kills off his detractors
With a cocktail of truth, determination and kindness
May the fun and games begin and rebellion be in full flourish

Wednesday, January 18, 2017

CRUEL KINDNESS

The calm before the storm 
The leaky tap about to burst 
Though the blanket is warm 
The draft from it’s mouth is worst 
No clue on social norms 
Sure she says lots of words 
But it’s stark raving mad 
All the nonsense we’ve heard 
When she stops we’ll be glad 
For things she says are absurd 

You gotta be cruel, not so kind 
Her momma’s always on her mind 
Interruption: her greatest crime 
It’s non-stop almost all the time 

She’s driving me out of my mind 
Things she says so out of line 
She’s treading a very fine line 
I can no longer be so kind 

Born into privilege 
There’s so much that she’s yet to learn 
She sure does hate witches 
Would have them all condemned to burn 
She’s so fucking damaged 
Never had to lift a finger 
She loves things pre-packaged 
She’s surely on to a winner 
My ears need to be stitched 
And fully doused in paint thinner 

You gotta be cruel, not so kind 
Her momma’s always on her mind 
Interruption: her greatest crime 
It’s non-stop almost all the time 

She’s driving me out of my mind 
Things she says so out of line 
She’s  treading a very fine line 
I can no longer be so kind 

You gotta be cruel, not so kind 
You gotta be cruel, not so kind 
You gotta be cruel, not so kind 
You gotta be cruel, not so kind 

Dishing out some cruel kindness 
Dishing out some cruel kindness 
Dishing out some cruel kindness 
Dishing out some cruel kindness